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I think I dated a Neckbeard?

2020.09.20 16:43 PuntasticArtist I think I dated a Neckbeard?

If you're reading this then hello again Moonhorse and my favorite chaotic family known as the moon cult, it's me, ya boi PuntasticArtist, Chihiro, or InsomniacTaurus whatever the hell you wanna call me, call me fucking Cthulhu the all mighty lord of McDonald's if you want, here with another neckbeard story. Again I'd like to apologize if the story is short but I think it kinda fits here. I'll be changing names for privacy of course so nobody has the real names I gave them.
A bit of background, my ex isn't a COMPLETE neckbeard, he's actually pretty ok the majority of the time and we're still friends but he did and still kinda does have some neckbeard qualities to him. I don't remember everything so bare with me please.
It all started two years ago during the first day of school. I had a fairly good summer, went to my second convention as Karkat Vantas (HS is dope don't judge me), started playing A Hat In Time again, so things were pretty sweet! That's when it all changed, the sky darkened, the smoke colored clouds lit up as lightning struck throughout the land and thunder roared, the dreadful day was upon us...
IT'S BACK TO SCHOOL TIME AT STAPLES! No I didn't jump out of the window like in that one Danny Gonzalez vine. Wish I did though, I just wanted to cha cha slide right on out of school because fuck that place and teenagers are mean.
But you're not here to listen to me ramble on about how much I hate school, oh no you're not, you're here because you want to hear about my ex.
Well here we go
It was after the first day of school, one of my best friends, who We'll Teruteru (because DANGANRONPA IS AWESOME AND YOU ALL HAVE TO SUFFER THROUGH MY REFERENCES!), asked me, the tired as all hell Chihiro, if I wanted to hang out at the park after school, he said Nagito (another DR reference) was going to be there too, so I said yes, because I haven't hung out with them almost all summer and they're my best friends. As a bit of context on Teruteru and Nagito, they're both dumbasses but I like 'em anyways. Nagito is one of those kids who plays on his phone during class but that's about it, Teruteru has a few neckbeard traits, he actually had a fuzzy neckbeard, he had an ACTUAL neckbeard this year but he shaved it, loved anime, and had a weird obsession with wolves. We're all basically social outcasts/weird kids so we kinda bonded with eachother, I was the quiet kid with their nose in their sketch book all the time, Nagito was the new kid for a bit, and Teruteru was the weeb. I still appreciate that friendship to this day.
After school I walked down to the park, sat down on the swings, because only losers sit down on a bench and do nothing (jk), and waited for Teruteru and Nagito to arrive, though to my surprise it was only Teruteru. I was kinda weirded out by the fact Nagito wasn't there with him, those two usually do everything together and are rarely seen without the other except on certain occasions.
So he walks over to me, says hi all that stuff, we have a bit of fun on the swings for old times sake like it was some corny anime, and we talk for a bit. Eventually we get off of them and he asks me if I want to be his girlfriend.
Now, I'll be honest it kinda came out of nowhere but I was actually so happy he asked me out that I let the "Girlfriend" thing slide. What I mean by that is, if you've read my ARMSBeard post (no, not ASMR beard, I saw some comments and I gotta agree I'd be scared too), you'd know that I'm Non-Binary. I came out during that June and I sorta just brushed it off because everyone was still getting used to it. But back on track, I was happy, I asked him if he wanted to go out for dinner before school started again, and I was glad I finally got my answer, or even better, a relationship.
So I said yes to being his partner. We went for a walk to pass some time as we waited for Nagito, he didn't show up, I was a bit upset but maybe he forgot, and Teruteru walked me home. I told my family and they gave me a congratulations.
The relationship didn't last that long.
It lasted about less than a week.
I really loved this guy, but eventually he just kinda got distant, I didn't want anything to change between us just because we were in a relationship, but I think he might have wanted more then that. I cried into his shoulder when my favorite teacher announced she was going to be leaving (I'll call her Miss. Asahina) but he didn't really comfort me in the slightest.
Eventually we broke up because he said, and I quote, he was "Too immature for me"
I was pretty ok with the breakup because I realized we would be better off as friends, though I still felt bad.
A few weeks later, Nagito brought it up during a conversation about how the two of us dated and I joked around and said "Yeah he's STILL too immature for me"
Teruteru gave me a look that said "Bitch you stupid" and said "I never said that."
Me and Nagito just looked at him, looked at eachother, then back at him, and proceeded to FUCKING DECK HIM IN THE FACE- Nah I'm fucking with you.
We told him that was bullshit and he kept denying that's what he said or the reason why we broke up, even though he said it himself to two people, which were me and Nagito. Plus if it WASN'T the reason we broke up was then what was it!?
Well whatever it was he changed the subject quickly and started talking about Fortnite.... Look I don't wanna be mean but I was dying through that entire conversation because I knew, deep deep down in my soul that Overwatch and Team Fortress 2 were better, especially TF2, Scout is the best class, ok I'm getting off track now...
A few MONTHS later he tried to get back with me. Nagito and Teruteru were at my place to play Videogames because we were going to play A Hat in Time on the PS4, I have now realised that I needed to get the DLC before using co-op mode and the PS4 didn't have it.
Me, Nagito, and Teruteru were split up when playing videogames, Nagito was upstairs with my brothers and sister, Makoto, Toko, and Kiyotaka. Nagito wanted to play Plants VS Zombies Garden Warfare with Makoto, and Toko was babysitting Kiyotaka. So that just left me and Teruteru downstairs playing Rayman Origins.
He asked me if I wanted to get back together, but I said no because I wasn't interested in him anymore (I realized more recently I might be Ace and Aro), and he kinda pressed me on about it for a bit until he finally got the hint. Then he asked me if my feet were ticklish and he proceeded to take off my socks and tickle my feet. The sudden contact made me extremely uncomfortable because I absolutely hate being touched. It went on for what felt like years but was really only a few seconds until he eventually realized that I wasn't ticklish and was kinda disappointed for some odd reason. We got back to playing and I was extremely uncomfortable almost the entire time. Eventually Nagito and Teruteru had to go and I gave the biggest sigh of relief in my life because I was finally relieved of the tension.
Now we cut to winter of last year, me, Toko, and a friend of ours, who I'll call Miu, were talking about our exes and the topic of Teruteru came up after Miu was reminded about the time we were dating. Miu was dating Nagito for a bit, and she told me the story of what I'll call "The Bathroom Incident" DUN DUN DUUUUUUUH! Apparently Teruteru had a "Thing" for feet and asked Miu if HER feet were ticklish, and it was just the two of them in the bathroom, until Nagito came in and ACTUALLY decked Teruteru in the face for trying this shit.
I told Miu that it happened to me too after she told her story and it all came together. Boy had a thing for feet. Though we already know this because I told you earlier, but I didn't find out until then and it kinda makes me more uncomfortable.
Now a days Teruteru isn't like that anymore and I can hang around him without feeling uncomfortable, me Nagito and Teruteru are still friends but not as close as we were those few years ago, but I have a great friend group now and all of them are people I would absolutely die for and have hung out with multiple times.
Sorry if the story wasn't entertaining or if this isn't considered a Neckbeard story but I wanted to share my story regardless.
I'll leave pronunciations of each name in the comments because I know how hard Japanese names can be sometimes
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2020.09.20 12:55 Expert-Spend Five dreams about celebrities, one other dream about my ex best friend who was possibly attracted to me at one point, and then a dream I forgot about? Are my dreams a sign telling me I’m progressing and reverting at the same time?

I’ve had the strangest dreams. On my birthday (August 25th of this year), I had two dreams about the Canadian singers, Shawn Mendes (a Leo Sun) and Jessie Reyez. A few days later, I had a third dream about the YouTuber, Mario Adrion. An additional week afterward, I had a fourth dream about another YouTuber, James Charles.
And on the morning of the 19th (of September), while I slept, I dreamt that I was the subject of a television show. We were on a commercial break, so I took a walk down a hallway in the production studio. All of a sudden, in the dream, an old love interest of mine—who I think was in love with me at the time but too afraid or in denial to act on them—who’s a Capricorn Sun (born on January 3, 1995, his initials are JJH) randomly ran into me, and he couldn’t stop smiling and borderline moaning from excitement to see me (the latter of which he has also done to me in real life). And then, after he was smiling and excited for so long while we exchanged pleasantries, I woke up. I had some dream last night, about whatever went on, and a YouTuber I don’t watch that often, appeared. When I woke up, I was racking my brain trying to remember who it was. I still forget. Two days ago, the same thing happened.
I want to add background details about a few real life friends and lovers of mine, so you all understand where my thoughts and reflections are right now. A friend of mine told me (about the Cap male, at the time we were close), “He likes you! He was staring at you the whole time!” She and I had just come from a double date with this Cap and his love interest (who is a people pleasing personality type). This Cap male was sexually abused as a teenager by a male authoritarian, and he’s said he doesn’t want to have a*al sex with other men because of it. Although he did try to climb in bed with me, only 1 day after we met (and I consented to it), but I mentioned it to him years later, and he ended our friendship because it shocked him. He forgot it happened. He also threw my shoes across the room and forced me to get them, say my full name to him three times, and threatened to expose my sexuality to a group of people we both had just met (I was closeted and bisexual then—I came out as pansexual two years ago). It’s been 7 years since all that happened, and he acts like we don’t know each other. He calls me his “acquaintance”. He was my first kiss, and later said he “regrets it because I felt bad that you’d never had it before”. At the time we were close, he even asked me to be a guest feature on a song of his. I wrote my own lyrics to it, and he hated it because he wanted them to fit a concept (all his albums are concept albums and he’d only done one album at that point). My mom said, at the time, “You really should have worked with (JJH).” I’m still in love with him. He’s still one of my biggest supporters I’ve ever had, I’m still one of his biggest ones as well, and he was also my first kiss.
I was also told, “You’re not defenseless while you sleep”.
It was just revealed to me that the 3 boys I’d thought of dating—with the initials AH, CW (I don’t know his final initial), and DJW—are either narcissistic, using me because they need fun in their lives or just insecure. Out of all of them, I was suggested to date DJW more. That he (like myself) loves sentiment and fun, too. That (because he’s married with a child), he “doesn’t know what he wants out of life and romance”, and to “tread lightly, because he could have a darkness to him”, or he might not treat you badly. DJW is a Virgo Sun - born on September 8, 1998.
AH is an Aries Sun, born at the end of April 1999, who has a disorder called somnophilia. It’s a disorder where he’s sexually attracted to those who are unconscious—and as he puts it, “asleep”—but I only discovered the disorder through researching things he’d already told me. He doesn’t know he has it. I read that it could progress into necrophilia, if not treated or healed.
I’m a Virgo Sun & Rising + Capricorn Moon + Cancer Venus, born on August 25, 1996 at 3:30 AM, and my initials are DACS. On top of all that, I’m currently in mental, spiritual and emotional warfare and abuse with an ex lover of mine, who I dated for 5 years—an Aquarius Sun, born on February 18, 1992, his initials are JDL. He’s mentally unstable and emotionally immature. He’s a bipolar paranoid schizophrenic. He never wanted to date me. He only wanted to manipulate me into dating him so that I could be his lab rat he could use for his manipulative games. If I were to explain all of the games he played, we’d be here for hours. I’m currently trying to obtain a restraining order against him, which I’ve been attempting to get for weeks, and I hope it is granted.
On top of all that, I feel miserable from former high school bullies of mine, with initials DP (I do not know his signs or placements) and VP (a Sagittarius Sun - born on November 30, 1995), not wanting to make amends with me after I’ve reached out to them to start over and possibly be friends with them again or even date them in the future. DP, VP and I all graduated high school 7 years ago. An energy reader told me (after I showed photos of them) they’re both bisexual, that VP “has depression” and “hasn’t told her (his girlfriend) the full truth” (about how they treated me and how it affected him), that DP “is bisexual or likes being manhandled”.
And after all that, I’ve also been dealing with my toxic family members. With the initials JYT (she’s a Taurus Sun + Gemini Rising - born on May 7, 1963) and KAR (He’s a Cancer Sun - born on July 7, 1970). My father was a Pisces Sun, born on March 11, 1955. My mother’s mother (who I was raised around primarily—with a few exceptions) was a Scorpio Sun, born on November 2, 1932. And my aunt (who I spent summers with) is an Aries Sun, born on April 3, 1954.
As well as the emotional and mental effects of a hook up of mine in August not going so well between me and a high school classmate of mine, with the initials DHN (a Virgo Sun - born on September 20, 1996). He yelled at me as he was driving me home, and I still think about what he said to this day. It’s been a whole month since it happened. We’d been friends since 2012, until last month and now we no longer speak. He has ignored both my text messages, so I blocked him.
There’s also my regret over being rejected by a close friend of mine, with the initials ZLS. He’s a Sagittarius Sun, born on December 4th.
And I’m just healing, after a breakup from my engagement to my ex fiancé (an Aquarius Sun - born on January 31, 1996). With the initials TML. We dated for almost 3 years. He ended our engagement a few weeks before our third anniversary.
I’ve done inner child work and shadow work, by myself and turned both processes into my own documentaries on YouTube.
I just feel like something that could help me in my life is missing. Everywhere I go and every waking moment, it feels like there’s a looming cloud over my physical spirit. I feel like I really want to go even farther than I’ve come in life, meet my true love, and I’ve done the work to heal—yet now, I’m having dreams about odd encounters with James Charles, Shawn Mendes, Jessie Reyez, Mario Adrion (who’s a model and YouTuber), Trevi Moran (who’s a female singer from the American ‘X Factor’), and now two more male celebrities I won’t remember dreaming about?
I’ve never dreamt about celebrities, for four weeks in a row, multiple times a week. I usually know what my dreams mean, and these have me stumped. My dreams seem like some conspiracy theory that might not come true.
I’ll gladly go in depth about each dream in the comments. I wrote what happened in the Shawn & James dreams right after they happened.
Maybe this cloud is the key to positivity to come? Or are my celebrity dreams & the dream about JJH the key to future positivity for me?
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2020.09.20 09:21 vanishamontes Recently connecting with my aqua moon & mmm wow. Lots to learn, reading regularly. At this point any insight, advice, direction, notable info = much appreciated. Just started dating after 2 years.. sos. If any other taurus sun, aqua moon and sag rising.. let’s connect - someone has to get this lol

Recently connecting with my aqua moon & mmm wow. Lots to learn, reading regularly. At this point any insight, advice, direction, notable info = much appreciated. Just started dating after 2 years.. sos. If any other taurus sun, aqua moon and sag rising.. let’s connect - someone has to get this lol submitted by vanishamontes to astrologyreadings [link] [comments]


2020.09.16 01:09 zevazave Ask for Taurus men insight

I’ve been dating exclusively a Taurus man for a while. Recently he was a bit out and distant. He is quite stressful at work now but not much. Last time I asked him why and he said his feeling is confusing now. He thinks he likes me but doesn’t love me, afraid he would hurt me if we continue. We are taking a break now since he need his space and time. I just let him be, but also quite sad after what he said. Feel insecure and not sure where it will lead to. Even if we continue, I am not confident anymore since his words keep repeating in my head that he didn’t think he loves me. Any advice? Please share :) thanks!
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2020.09.11 09:04 soughtafter1 Gemini man and Taurus Woman

Hello Everyone,

I am a Taurus woman dating a gemini man and we've been together for 2 months now. I usually steer clear of Geminis because I've literally never had good experiences with them but I really like this guy and am giving it my best shot. I need your advice on the following behaviour:
I don't know much about astrology and charts. I know that he is a gemini. I am a taurus but with a gemini cusp and my rising sign is also a gemini. My moon sign is a sagittarius. I thought I could make this relationship work but I'm having very typical gemini-taurus problems and am starting to give up. Firstly its the gemini double standards. They expect you to tell them everything but are discreet and shady. He expects me to act in a particular way and then doesn't hold himself to those same standards. If I'm upset, he'll ignore it and just give me "space" and expect me to call back when I'm ready but if he's upset he wants me to chase him. The biggest example is that he expects me to be very affectionate and constantly answer his calls and give him loads of attention but reciprocates none of it. The first part isn't a problem because I'm a very emotional person and love being all lovey dovey. But the lack of emotional attention from him bothers me and I can't do this anymore. I've tried telling him that I need him to be more affectionate towards me and I think he's become more acceptive of the fact that I'm always saying sweet things and flirting. He's more understanding of my nature when I'm upset or being emotional and dramatic about something.

But he's still not giving me love and attention. I want him to say romantic things and do romantic gestures. I want him to chase when I'm upset. When I confronted him and told him that I didn't feel emotionally safe in the relationship and that I need more love and attention, he said that he'll try but he's pretty much always been a distant person who doesn't show emotions like I do. I just don't know what to do anymore and this whole situation makes me want to cry. I just want to distance myself and build 1000 walls around my heart because I feel like I'm forcing something that isn't there.

I am the type of person who will do anything to understand my friends or partner's nature no matter how different it is from mine. I've had people in my life do some horrible things but I've still tried to see things from their perspective and try to forgive them or give them the benefit of the doubt. I am willing to do anything to make this work, if he says he's the type who needs a lot of space, I would totally try to give that a shot and give him as much space as I can without compromising my own needs but that's the problem. I don't understand him and what he wants. I've tried asking him his expectations of this relationship and his answer was what do you mean so then I cut to the chase and said how I need more emotional essence in this relationship and all and he said that I don't need to be insecure about being too clingy, he loves the way that I am, so emotional and soft and that he's sorry and that I can tell him anything and that I don't need to be embarrassed in front of him while crying about feeling unloved. While that's nice and helps with the insecurity, doesn't really solve the problem of the lack of romance and attention and affection. I'm not saying he has to act in a particular way but I just need him to show love in any way. Ive had emotionally distant partners before (dated a sagittarius before this). He wasn't romantic or very affectionate either but I could just sense it and I still felt loved because he had his own way of showing it. It was very subtle but I never felt unloved in my gut because I just somehow knew he loved me.

What should I do? I don't know how to deal with my gemini anymore
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2020.09.09 09:40 EdwardSS2030 [M4F] 28, Chile / Anywhere-Online. I like writing, but this got out of hand [Long Post]

Hi, first time writing here, also first time at this online dating thing.
I like writing, so this will be a long post. And if you dont have even 1% fun reading this you can sue me (pls dont).
Before i start, i need to say that im not native in english, so apologies in advance for any mistake.
1) Why im writing here?
Covid destroyed any hopes i had for 2020, like financially, socially, mentally, etc. And mainly because of lockdowns and the current political climate of the country, i find myself quite bored and lonely. Also kinda disliking my country right now, so i thought it could be fun to met someone from the outside world.
Also i dont use tinder, twitter, instagram, and i nuked my facebook account some time ago. So only whatsapp and reddit for online interactions
2) Who i am
-Appearence:
28 male, my appearence is like the one of Pedro Pascal (Chilean Actor), but younger, shorter, uglier, and without the money and talent.
OK no, im fairly white skinned, 1,77m, 77Kg, I dont know the metrics for other countries but they could translate to: 169 pounds/lbs? and 5.8 feet? i used a converter for this. Im far from a super model, but im not hideous either (i think). I could be more in shape yes, but at least im healthy looking (While clothed).
Currently with semi-long hair and beard because pandemic demands it.
I dont want to post a photo/selfie, and even if i know that my computer and google are recording me all the time i just dont want to give more info to the internet (yet)

-Personality:
according to some test i did my personality would be ENTP, and If you care about this kind of thing, my sign is Taurus. I can say that about 80-90% of the traits for entp/taurus can be applied to me at some degree.
I can introduce myself as a deadly serious person, or as a complete clown/full circus according to the context. I just like to adapt to the people around, so i can be quite formal at times (or almost a thug)
I think too much about everything, i like to argue for the sake of it, also i love to talk and write. I know it can be intimidating to some people, Also because like to have arguments/discussions some people tend to hate me because they think im mean to them, but thats far from truth, i like to see how they react to what i say, but i dont say bullshit, i like to explore different view points, be in "the other person shoes", doing that helps me to know people better. I dont do this with everyone obviously
3) What i do
I finished college this year, but currently unemployed, im a nutritionist, emm i guess the word could also be "dietist?" "dietetic?", the ones everyone hates because we tell people what to eat and how much they weigh and also get ignored because some magical blogs, tiktoks, or youtube. So even if you dont give a shit about me i could help with exercise, diet, diabetes, or related issues haha
I like a lot of thing, and specially things that requires to think, so reading, writing, roleplaying, card games, scheming world domination plans, are my cup of tea. But i also listen to music all day, and i like gaming from time to time.
To be more specific about books: GRRM, Orwell, Gleen cook, tolkien, patrick rothfuss, McCarthy, King, etc
About music: Pink Floyd number 1, but i also like ac/dc, metallica, ennio morricone, linkin park, howard shore, eminem, orchestas, classical music, daft punk, gaming/movie soundtracks, etc. Almost anything.
Gaming: Currently WoW, and FE: three houses
Other activities: I need to be in nature from time to time so i like rivers, trees, volcanoes, mountains, I also like going to te beach, but to a much lesser degree, i find them too crowded. At the end of the day, i can equally enjoy sleeping on a tent in the middle of nowhere, or in a towel while the sun burns my skin. Fortunately Chile have a lot of nature, but right now its hard to travel to those places.
4) What im looking for
Honestly i have no idea, i mean, i do haver preferences, but i was used to meeting people IRL, im not sure what should i write for online people, but i will try:
First: Anyone who fully read this post and had even a little fun while doing it
Second: Doesnt care that much about me living at the end of the continent, or that my level of english can be considered shitty (or can speak some spanish, even "hola" and "adios", can be enough)
Third: Its a real woman behind the screen, and its not trying to scam people on this sub, so male scammers, you can go away now.
Fourth: Wants to talk/chat/trade information and doesnt take a literal week to respond just to make me anxious (unless asked to take a week to respond).
Fifth: Its interested in anything written here and would like to know more
5) Why a long post?
I think no one want surprises here, people IRL are complicated and the world is kinda sh!t right now, so this are not times to get involved with someone who turns out to be a piece of sh!t. I give all of this info because i think these are important for anyone wanting to know a little about someone, and i consider this as basic information about myself.
Finale:
Im serious about wanting to know someone, but even if this long post destroy my chances, i need to say i had fun writing it, i know i got carried away, but tried to make it more bearable with some clownery. So if you finished this essay, you have my thanks and i wish you a good day, and if you want to know more or introduce yourself, just send a PM
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2020.09.08 18:45 superplint Dark souls bosses dating profiles

Dark souls bosses dating profiles
Capra demon: I’m a big boy who who loves intimate surroundings and dogs. Looking for someone to get close to. I’ve got the key to your heart!
Taurus demon: let me leap into your life. I love skylines and bridgetop walks. I would love to meet someone new to go clubbing with!
Gwyn: I’m an older gentleman looking for that special someone to rekindle my fire. No pygmies.
O&S: We’re a couple of fun-loving boys looking for a third person to share an electric relationship. You may get hurt.
Bed of Chaos: get closer to Mother Nature and I might reveal my sensitive side. I have hidden depths!
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2020.09.04 06:24 Excellent-MG-Ideas Rentarou's Approximate Birthdate

Thanks to this latest chapter, we have confirmation on the Zodiac signs of three characters: Rentarou, Kusuri... and Vice Principal Baba An, but who cares about her.
Rentarou Aijou is a Taurus, which means he was born sometime between April 19 and May 20.
This story takes place, according to Chapter 1, in the 31st year of the Heisei Era (which is also the 1st year of the Reiwa Era). This corresponds to 2019.
The Japanese school year begins in April, but since the Japanese don't put very much emphasis on birthdays (not even celebrating them until 1950), the lack of a birthday chapter isn't necessarily a clue to his birthdate. HOWEVER, Rentarou is (presumably) 16 years old by the time the story starts, and there is no evidence that this changes later, so let's say his birthdate is "early April" (that is, sometime before the school year begins).
2019 minus 16 is 2003, so if my calculations are correct, Rentarou Aijou was born in early April (possibly just ON April 19th), 2003.
Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong and send me "lol moron" messages if his birthdate is confirmed and it's nothing like I predicted. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.
(Side note 1: The ruling planet of Taurus is Venus, goddess of love. I really, really, really, really, really like it when authors hide little details like that, it's so subtle but SOOOO rewarding to those who get it.)
(Side note 2: If I'm right, Rentarou's a few months older than my little sister. Just an interesting thing I noticed.)
(Side note 3: If the body-swap chapter is 3 months after Hakari and Karane started dating Rentarou, the chapter takes place in either late June or early July, depending on whether or not you count April as month 1. Summer vacation starts on July 20th, so we may be getting close to a few summer vacation chapters... maybe. I dunno, I just googled all this right now.)
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2020.09.02 03:11 MamaRusa The Man I Am Still In Love With’s Biggest Flex Is That 15 Years Later He Admits He Was Just Using Me.... It Was A Long Con

Yup. I met this guy when I was 13 and he was 15 at the time, we can call him T. (Currently 28F & 30M). We both grew up in church together. I can’t ever forget. The very first time I knew we liked each other. We went to a teens church retreat camping trip one weekend and I remember trying to nap on the couch but not fully asleep yet. And I felt his presence on my face. He was checking to see if I was asleep, which at that moment I didn’t know what to do I remember just thinking to myself to keep my eyes shut and if he kisses me I will die right here right now. I felt all warm inside and happy and I knew I wanted him and the rest was history.
We started off as friends. Close friends. Hanging out together with church friends, going to the park and playing sports together, hanging out at the park sometimes alone. Then very close friends. When we used to make out and touch each other..a lot. But never to the point of sex because I wanted to be his. Officially. I loved our adventures and our talks about life and the world and stupid shit too. At 14 & him 16, I wanted to be his girlfriend. I was ready. But I wanted the commitment. I wanted to be his in every way. I mean obviously we were young at the time but it was very important to me. I had a certain set of values that I wanted to uphold. A lot of them based off how I was raised and my beliefs. He said he wasn’t ready for a relationship...I was heartbroken for a while and then I moved on to another guy that I worked with.
I had lost my virginity with him, and things were great. We were together for 2 years. But towards the 2nd year, I started to cheat on him to be with T. T was there for me because he cared about me and wanted to make sure I was good. He made it known that we are good together, we just mesh. That spark. He knew me in ways that my ex didn’t at the time. That ex was not only cheating on me with 3 other girls, he also faked that he had a baby with one of them, for no other reason that he is still a cruel person till this day. I was devastated. But T comforted me, and again I fell for him, this time I was 15/16 and he was 17/18. T had gotten into a bad car accident during the time I was with my ex. I remember feeling very bad about that because I felt like I failed in not being there for him. He went through a lot.. I found out through church friends. I felt guilty for a while. But we reconnected after he got better and we were THE BEST of friends. We were inseparable at that point and did everything together. Oh if I could go back to any of those blissful carefree summers as a teen in the city with just him, some money, and my metrocard...I remember the first time we had sex. It was fucking unimaginable. I knew right then and there that I HAD to be with this guy. Like there’s no way. He checked out in every way. We mentioned to each other that we really wanted to be each other’s firsts.. but glad that we were together when we were. We were really good friends, we meshed so well together as far as our personalities and values, he is tall, hot and funny, and the sex was amazing. He is very smart and a boss and so am I. He was naturally a grounded person,(Taurus), which I was highly attracted to because he would help keep me grounded. I am also a grounded person as well as I was founded with that mentality, and my rising sign is Taurus. As an Aquarian, we tend to be in the air a lot of the time and very sociable, approachable, and fun. His comfort, humbleness, warmth, and kindness was my daily cup of coffee. Exactly what the doctor ordered. He was my home. He was everything I wanted in a boyfriend and more. But again, he said he wasn’t ready to be in a relationship even though we were basically a couple... and again, I was heartbroken.
Not for very long because then I got with someone else. Whom we started off as friends, and it was great. And then we became something more. We ended up going away for college 5 hours away with 2 other friends that were part of my friend group and we were in different schools but just 45 minutes away from each other so I would see him most weekends. But I didn’t want to be with him because he was wayyy too pussy for me. I just couldn’t be with someone that didn’t have a backbone. I was raised to be independent. I found it very unattractive. Eventually he ended up breaking up with me because someone posted a pic on FB of me dancing with a random guy and accused me of cheating lol. This was a big deal though at 17/18. I was JUST dancing. It was very minor but whatever. I didn’t really want to be with him anyways. He broke up with me and I was 18/19 at the time.
And then T and I reconnected again... and I fell for him again. Since I was still in school upstate our relationship was long distance. We Skyped almost every night and would always sext and talk about how much we missed each other. He visited me only once. I figured it’s because he didn’t want to upset his parents on his whereabouts. I believe he was only in one other relationship that ended after we reconnected that time. According to him it only lasted a couple of months. I’m sure he was dating. But he always comes on to me as a one woman kind of man. And I wanted to be his one and only. We were still young and coming from a Christian background it was always so hard for my mom to let me out of the house. That was the main reason why I decided to go away for school. I was always sneaking around. For the most part I was traveling back home to see him and my family. It was always an adventure. He would sneak me into bars, we would hang out at parks and all over the city. Go out to eat, to the movies. Just us. It was pure bliss. He was 20/21, I was 18/19 at the time. Everything was great. But he ended up breaking up with me again, just a little after my 21st birthday. I was so devastated. I was very hurt. Very very hurt. I had moved back home not only for him, but also because I couldn’t afford the tuition to finish my last year. I knew at that point there had to be something more than him just not being ready to be in a relationship with me. I didn’t know what it was. He was always so closed off he never really opened up to me as much as I wanted him to, (again, Taurus). Because he wouldn’t open up to me, I was always seeking reassurance from him. I just knew that I was in love with him and basically had to force myself to give up on him. And I did for a while. We still kept in contact as I remember still going out and hanging out with him in my early 20’s when I was old enough to get into the bars. I moved out of my mothers and was living with roommates, so that gave us more of a chance to be together. I could be alone in a room with him for hours and it feels like time stands still. We would be together almost every day. Whether it’s going out to a bar, out to eat, to the movies, the park, the world was endless. Time was endless... So I didn’t understand what he was talking about. Eventually he told me that it’s because he didn’t think I was pretty enough to be formally introduced to his family and friends as his girlfriend. I wanted to die. Literally. I was so embarrassed. Humiliated. I couldn’t believe he said that to me. I didn’t talk to him after that. We left off at me punching walls and him telling me I needed help..
At 23 I met my ex fiancé. This relationship was the relationship that solidified the fact that I really am meant to be with T. When I was with my ex fiancé everything was great. I was in love, I found someone that wanted to be with me and didn’t care to show me off to the world and thought I was his muse as he was mine. That’s all I wanted from someone else. That’s all I wanted from T. And I got that from him. So when he proposed I said yes. And I was happy. We were living together, had a dog together, were working on our goals individually and as a couple. But my ex fiancé was possessive and very jealous and didn’t let me do anything other than being with him all the time. At the time I was working and going to school full time. I couldn’t even celebrate my promotion when my managers took me out for drinks without my ex fiancé storming in coming to pick me up as if I am doing something wrong.. I couldn’t handle that. I needed my space. The more he smothered me with his jealous, possessive ways, the more distant and unattracted I was to him.
In the 2nd year in the relationship, I started cheating on my ex fiancé to be with T. Again. He came back into my life after him being in a committed but LDR. That lasted probably about 2 years. I couldn’t help it. Even though I was still in love with my ex fiancé, I still loved him. Deep down I still wanted to be with him and like come on. That’s my baybeeeee. I was wayyy more confident in myself at this time, but I started to lose my confidence with my ex fiancé. With T, it’s like I’m home. He brought out the good parts of me. He apologized for what he had said in the past. We had already grown up a lot at this point. I accepted it and We left it at that. I wanted to be with him but I had to decide if it was worth it. I was truly hurt by what T said to me. But I really loved him. I couldn’t shake the feeling. I couldn’t help it. I was in love with 2 people at the same time. I was at a stand still. Eventually, when I chose T, and left my ex fiancé for good, it was already too late. T had broken my heart by getting with someone else, I found out about it. This was during a time where my ex fiancé and I were living together but broken up, AND for that entire year while we were waiting for the lease to finish, he was with someone else, and me? I was with T. The relationship had died. Me being me though, I loved them both. When T got with someone else we went our separate ways again. I was 25 already. He was 27. He said he couldn’t take me seriously as I was broken up but living together with someone..smh
25-26ish was interesting. I was dating this guy that we reconnected from college days. It was fun and everything was great but AGAIN, I ended up with someone who wasn’t ready to be in a relationship. Soo I ended things after about a year and a half.
And again. You guessed it. T and I reconnected again. At this time, T was very depressed and anxious. Being 29 with no job still living with your parents must be really rough. Not knowing how to go about doing what you want to do. He wanted me to be there for him. To comfort him. And I did. Because I loved him. I stopped talking to that other guy 2 months prior to T apologizing to me. I had a pregnancy scare, had to get an abortion. It was T’s. I did it not only because I knew we weren’t ready yet, also because I wanted to make sure I had finished school and had my own place with T. He was there for me and supportive through it all. Our relationship was great. I couldn’t wait to move out together with him. We would always talk about the future and how it would be like with us. Our little bubble was perfect. But other aspects were not. Outside of us he was struggling with who he wanted to become. He wanted to be able to provide and it was so hard for him to find a way to get to the right path to start his career. So he started pushing me away. One day, I tripped. Mentally. And that was it. Because I too, was dealing with family problems outside of us. He started pushing me away after that. He started seeking therapy and he was diagnosed with anxiety. And then he broke up with me. And that was last year in September. Since then I have been trying so hard to get back with him. I took time off to seek therapy which is something that I did do before but I stopped going. This time I wanted to make sure that I stuck to it and I have been ever since. I am a completely different person because of it and have grown to understand that sometimes you don’t have all of the answers. But all you can offer is love. But love also can only get you so far. That we should also love with all we got and tell people you love them like it’s your last day. But with T, he got into a relationship about 4 months after he broke up with me. And he’s been with her since.
Here comes the hard pill. The flex. He said that I never had him and I never will. He never loved me. He was using me and manipulating my emotions to feed his own ego and his own selfish desires. Deep down inside he knew he was using me. He knew he was never going to be able to be the person that I wanted him to be, which is my boyfriend. He knew he was doing harm and wasn’t fair to me so he had to leave. The only satisfying thing was the sex. He never considered us a couple or ever being together. In his mind he was never my boyfriend. He never really cared as long as I was available when it was convenient for him. He doesn’t feel like I would fit into his family. He AGAIN, dosent think that opinion will ever change. And he dosent want to even tell me why. He also thinks I’m a stalker.
So why do I still want to be with him and still have so much hope and faith that he will come back to me? Currently at 28 & 30? Because T is biased, he is basically in the same relationship that I was with my ex fiancé. I learned a lot in that relationship. He has never had a relationship like that. This is the full on learning relationship for him. He will realize one day what he lost. All I ever wanted was to be with him in every way. That’s never going to change for me..And I will keep working on myself until then. I can’t shake this feeling. I am going with my heart. I am still young, and life changes every second of the day. I am very much hurt. But I know this isn’t the end. I know one day he will change his mind about me...Long live star crossed lovers. Forever? Forever.
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2020.09.01 22:08 MamaRusa The Man I Am Still In Love With’s Biggest Flex Is That 15 Years Later He Admits He Was Just Using Me.... It Was A Long Con

Yup. I met this guy when I was 13 and he was 15 at the time, we can call him T. (Currently 28F & 30M). We both grew up in church together. I can’t ever forget. The very first time I knew we liked each other. We went to a teens church retreat camping trip one weekend and I remember trying to nap on the couch but not fully asleep yet. And I felt his presence on my face. He was checking to see if I was asleep, which at that moment I didn’t know what to do I remember just thinking to myself to keep my eyes shut and if he kisses me I will die right here right now. I felt all warm inside and happy and I knew I wanted him and the rest was history.
We started off as friends. Close friends. Hanging out together with church friends, going to the park and playing sports together, hanging out at the park sometimes alone. Then very close friends. When we used to make out and touch each other..a lot. But never to the point of sex because I wanted to be his. Officially. I loved our adventures and our talks about life and the world and stupid shit too. At 14 & him 16, I wanted to be his girlfriend. I was ready. But I wanted the commitment. I wanted to be his in every way. I mean obviously we were young at the time but it was very important to me. I had a certain set of values that I wanted to uphold. A lot of them based off how I was raised and my beliefs. He said he wasn’t ready for a relationship...I was heartbroken for a while and then I moved on to another guy that I worked with.
I had lost my virginity with him, and things were great. We were together for 2 years. But towards the 2nd year, I started to cheat on him to be with T. T was there for me because he cared about me and wanted to make sure I was good. He made it known that we are good together, we just mesh. That spark. He knew me in ways that my ex didn’t at the time. That ex was not only cheating on me with 3 other girls, he also faked that he had a baby with one of them, for no other reason that he is still a cruel person till this day. I was devastated. But T comforted me, and again I fell for him, this time I was 15/16 and he was 17/18. T had gotten into a bad car accident during the time I was with my ex. I remember feeling very bad about that because I felt like I failed in not being there for him. He went through a lot.. I found out through church friends. I felt guilty for a while. But we reconnected after he got better and we were THE BEST of friends. We were inseparable at that point and did everything together. Oh if I could go back to any of those blissful carefree summers as a teen in the city with just him, some money, and my metrocard...I remember the first time we had sex. It was fucking unimaginable. I knew right then and there that I HAD to be with this guy. Like there’s no way. He checked out in every way. We mentioned to each other that we really wanted to be each other’s firsts.. but glad that we were together when we were. We were really good friends, we meshed so well together as far as our personalities and values, he is tall, hot and funny, and the sex was amazing. He is very smart and a boss and so am I. He was naturally a grounded person,(Taurus), which I was highly attracted to because he would help keep me grounded. I am also a grounded person as well as I was founded with that mentality, and my rising sign is Taurus. As an Aquarian, we tend to be in the air a lot of the time and very sociable, approachable, and fun. His comfort, humbleness, warmth, and kindness was my daily cup of coffee. Exactly what the doctor ordered. He was my home. He was everything I wanted in a boyfriend and more. But again, he said he wasn’t ready to be in a relationship even though we were basically a couple... and again, I was heartbroken.
Not for very long because then I got with someone else. Whom we started off as friends, and it was great. And then we became something more. We ended up going away for college 5 hours away with 2 other friends that were part of my friend group and we were in different schools but just 45 minutes away from each other so I would see him most weekends. But I didn’t want to be with him because he was wayyy too pussy for me. I just couldn’t be with someone that didn’t have a backbone. I was raised to be independent. I found it very unattractive. Eventually he ended up breaking up with me because someone posted a pic on FB of me dancing with a random guy and accused me of cheating lol. This was a big deal though at 17/18. I was JUST dancing. It was very minor but whatever. I didn’t really want to be with him anyways. He broke up with me and I was 18/19 at the time.
And then T and I reconnected again... and I fell for him again. Since I was still in school upstate our relationship was long distance. We Skyped almost every night and would always sext and talk about how much we missed each other. He visited me only once. I figured it’s because he didn’t want to upset his parents on his whereabouts. I believe he was only in one other relationship that ended after we reconnected that time. According to him it only lasted a couple of months. I’m sure he was dating. But he always comes on to me as a one woman kind of man. And I wanted to be his one and only. We were still young and coming from a Christian background it was always so hard for my mom to let me out of the house. That was the main reason why I decided to go away for school. I was always sneaking around. For the most part I was traveling back home to see him and my family. It was always an adventure. He would sneak me into bars, we would hang out at parks and all over the city. Go out to eat, to the movies. Just us. It was pure bliss. He was 20/21, I was 18/19 at the time. Everything was great. But he ended up breaking up with me again, just a little after my 21st birthday. I was so devastated. I was very hurt. Very very hurt. I had moved back home not only for him, but also because I couldn’t afford the tuition to finish my last year. I knew at that point there had to be something more than him just not being ready to be in a relationship with me. I didn’t know what it was. He was always so closed off he never really opened up to me as much as I wanted him to, (again, Taurus). Because he wouldn’t open up to me, I was always seeking reassurance from him. I just knew that I was in love with him and basically had to force myself to give up on him. And I did for a while. We still kept in contact as I remember still going out and hanging out with him in my early 20’s when I was old enough to get into the bars. I moved out of my mothers and was living with roommates, so that gave us more of a chance to be together. I could be alone in a room with him for hours and it feels like time stands still. We would be together almost every day. Whether it’s going out to a bar, out to eat, to the movies, the park, the world was endless. Time was endless... So I didn’t understand what he was talking about. Eventually he told me that it’s because he didn’t think I was pretty enough to be formally introduced to his family and friends as his girlfriend. I wanted to die. Literally. I was so embarrassed. Humiliated. I couldn’t believe he said that to me. I didn’t talk to him after that. We left off at me punching walls and him telling me I needed help..
At 23 I met my ex fiancé. This relationship was the relationship that solidified the fact that I really am meant to be with T. When I was with my ex fiancé everything was great. I was in love, I found someone that wanted to be with me and didn’t care to show me off to the world and thought I was his muse as he was mine. That’s all I wanted from someone else. That’s all I wanted from T. And I got that from him. So when he proposed I said yes. And I was happy. We were living together, had a dog together, were working on our goals individually and as a couple. But my ex fiancé was possessive and very jealous and didn’t let me do anything other than being with him all the time. At the time I was working and going to school full time. I couldn’t even celebrate my promotion when my managers took me out for drinks without my ex fiancé storming in coming to pick me up as if I am doing something wrong.. I couldn’t handle that. I needed my space. The more he smothered me with his jealous, possessive ways, the more distant and unattracted I was to him.
In the 2nd year in the relationship, I started cheating on my ex fiancé to be with T. Again. He came back into my life after him being in a committed but LDR. That lasted probably about 2 years. I couldn’t help it. Even though I was still in love with my ex fiancé, I still loved him. Deep down I still wanted to be with him and like come on. That’s my baybeeeee. I was wayyy more confident in myself at this time, but I started to lose my confidence with my ex fiancé. With T, it’s like I’m home. He brought out the good parts of me. He apologized for what he had said in the past. We had already grown up a lot at this point. I accepted it and We left it at that. I wanted to be with him but I had to decide if it was worth it. I was truly hurt by what T said to me. But I really loved him. I couldn’t shake the feeling. I couldn’t help it. I was in love with 2 people at the same time. I was at a stand still. Eventually, when I chose T, and left my ex fiancé for good, it was already too late. T had broken my heart by getting with someone else, I found out about it. This was during a time where my ex fiancé and I were living together but broken up, AND for that entire year while we were waiting for the lease to finish, he was with someone else, and me? I was with T. The relationship had died. Me being me though, I loved them both. When T got with someone else we went our separate ways again. I was 25 already. He was 27. He said he couldn’t take me seriously as I was broken up but living together with someone..smh
25-26ish was interesting. I was dating this guy that we reconnected from college days. It was fun and everything was great but AGAIN, I ended up with someone who wasn’t ready to be in a relationship. Soo I ended things after about a year and a half.
And again. You guessed it. T and I reconnected again. At this time, T was very depressed and anxious. Being 29 with no job still living with your parents must be really rough. Not knowing how to go about doing what you want to do. He wanted me to be there for him. To comfort him. And I did. Because I loved him. I stopped talking to that other guy 2 months prior to T apologizing to me. I had a pregnancy scare, had to get an abortion. It was T’s. I did it not only because I knew we weren’t ready yet, also because I wanted to make sure I had finished school and had my own place with T. He was there for me and supportive through it all. Our relationship was great. I couldn’t wait to move out together with him. We would always talk about the future and how it would be like with us. Our little bubble was perfect. But other aspects were not. Outside of us he was struggling with who he wanted to become. He wanted to be able to provide and it was so hard for him to find a way to get to the right path to start his career. So he started pushing me away. One day, I tripped. Mentally. And that was it. Because I too, was dealing with family problems outside of us. He started pushing me away after that. He started seeking therapy and he was diagnosed with anxiety. And then he broke up with me. And that was last year in September. Since then I have been trying so hard to get back with him. I took time off to seek therapy which is something that I did do before but I stopped going. This time I wanted to make sure that I stuck to it and I have been ever since. I am a completely different person because of it and have grown to understand that sometimes you don’t have all of the answers. But all you can offer is love. But love also can only get you so far. That we should also love with all we got and tell people you love them like it’s your last day. But with T, he got into a relationship about 4 months after he broke up with me. And he’s been with her since.
Here comes the hard pill. The flex. He said that I never had him and I never will. He never loved me. He was using me and manipulating my emotions to feed his own ego and his own selfish desires. Deep down inside he knew he was using me. He knew he was never going to be able to be the person that I wanted him to be, which is my boyfriend. He knew he was doing harm and wasn’t fair to me so he had to leave. The only satisfying thing was the sex. He never considered us a couple or ever being together. In his mind he was never my boyfriend. He never really cared as long as I was available when it was convenient for him. He doesn’t feel like I would fit into his family. He AGAIN, dosent think that opinion will ever change. And he dosent want to even tell me why. He also thinks I’m a stalker.
So why do I still want to be with him and still have so much hope and faith that he will come back to me? Currently at 28 & 30? Because T is biased, he is basically in the same relationship that I was with my ex fiancé. I learned a lot in that relationship. He has never had a relationship like that. This is the full on learning relationship for him. He will realize one day what he lost. All I ever wanted was to be with him in every way. That’s never going to change for me..And I will keep working on myself until then. I can’t shake this feeling. I am going with my heart. I am still young, and life changes every second of the day. I am very much hurt. But I know this isn’t the end. I know one day he will change his mind about me...Long live star crossed lovers. Forever? Forever.
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2020.09.01 19:56 MamaRusa The Man I Am Still In Love With’s Biggest Flex Is That 15 Years Later He Admits He Was Just Using Me.... It Was A Long Con

Yup. I met this guy when I was 13 and he was 15 at the time, we can call him T. (Currently 28F & 30M). We both grew up in church together. I can’t ever forget. The very first time I knew we liked each other. We went to a teens church retreat camping trip one weekend and I remember trying to nap on the couch but not fully asleep yet. And I felt his presence on my face. He was checking to see if I was asleep, which at that moment I didn’t know what to do I remember just thinking to myself to keep my eyes shut and if he kisses me I will die right here right now. I felt all warm inside and happy and I knew I wanted him and the rest was history.
We started off as friends. Close friends. Hanging out together with church friends, going to the park and playing sports together, hanging out at the park sometimes alone. Then very close friends. When we used to make out and touch each other..a lot. But never to the point of sex because I wanted to be his. Officially. I loved our adventures and our talks about life and the world and stupid shit too. At 14 & him 16, I wanted to be his girlfriend. I was ready. But I wanted the commitment. I wanted to be his in every way. I mean obviously we were young at the time but it was very important to me. I had a certain set of values that I wanted to uphold. A lot of them based off how I was raised and my beliefs. He said he wasn’t ready for a relationship...I was heartbroken for a while and then I moved on to another guy that I worked with.
I had lost my virginity with him, and things were great. We were together for 2 years. But towards the 2nd year, I started to cheat on him to be with T. T was there for me because he cared about me and wanted to make sure I was good. He made it known that we are good together, we just mesh. That spark. He knew me in ways that my ex didn’t at the time. That ex was not only cheating on me with 3 other girls, he also faked that he had a baby with one of them, for no other reason that he is still a cruel person till this day. I was devastated. But T comforted me, and again I fell for him, this time I was 15/16 and he was 17/18. T had gotten into a bad car accident during the time I was with my ex. I remember feeling very bad about that because I felt like I failed in not being there for him. He went through a lot.. I found out through church friends. I felt guilty for a while. But we reconnected after he got better and we were THE BEST of friends. We were inseparable at that point and did everything together. Oh if I could go back to any of those blissful carefree summers as a teen in the city with just him, some money, and my metrocard...I remember the first time we had sex. It was fucking unimaginable. I knew right then and there that I HAD to be with this guy. Like there’s no way. He checked out in every way. We mentioned to each other that we really wanted to be each other’s firsts.. but glad that we were together when we were. We were really good friends, we meshed so well together as far as our personalities and values, he is tall, hot and funny, and the sex was amazing. He is very smart and a boss and so am I. He was naturally a grounded person,(Taurus), which I was highly attracted to because he would help keep me grounded. I am also a grounded person as well as I was founded with that mentality, and my rising sign is Taurus. As an Aquarian, we tend to be in the air a lot of the time and very sociable, approachable, and fun. His comfort, humbleness, warmth, and kindness was my daily cup of coffee. Exactly what the doctor ordered. He was my home. He was everything I wanted in a boyfriend and more. But again, he said he wasn’t ready to be in a relationship even though we were basically a couple... and again, I was heartbroken.
Not for very long because then I got with someone else. Whom we started off as friends, and it was great. And then we became something more. We ended up going away for college 5 hours away with 2 other friends that were part of my friend group and we were in different schools but just 45 minutes away from each other so I would see him most weekends. But I didn’t want to be with him because he was wayyy too pussy for me. I just couldn’t be with someone that didn’t have a backbone. I was raised to be independent. I found it very unattractive. Eventually he ended up breaking up with me because someone posted a pic on FB of me dancing with a random guy and accused me of cheating lol. This was a big deal though at 17/18. I was JUST dancing. It was very minor but whatever. I didn’t really want to be with him anyways. He broke up with me and I was 18/19 at the time.
And then T and I reconnected again... and I fell for him again. Since I was still in school upstate our relationship was long distance. We Skyped almost every night and would always sext and talk about how much we missed each other. He visited me only once. I figured it’s because he didn’t want to upset his parents on his whereabouts. I believe he was only in one other relationship that ended after we reconnected that time. According to him it only lasted a couple of months. I’m sure he was dating. But he always comes on to me as a one woman kind of man. And I wanted to be his one and only. We were still young and coming from a Christian background it was always so hard for my mom to let me out of the house. That was the main reason why I decided to go away for school. I was always sneaking around. For the most part I was traveling back home to see him and my family. It was always an adventure. He would sneak me into bars, we would hang out at parks and all over the city. Go out to eat, to the movies. Just us. It was pure bliss. He was 20/21, I was 18/19 at the time. Everything was great. But he ended up breaking up with me again, just a little after my 21st birthday. I was so devastated. I was very hurt. Very very hurt. I had moved back home not only for him, but also because I couldn’t afford the tuition to finish my last year. I knew at that point there had to be something more than him just not being ready to be in a relationship with me. I didn’t know what it was. He was always so closed off he never really opened up to me as much as I wanted him to, (again, Taurus). Because he wouldn’t open up to me, I was always seeking reassurance from him. I just knew that I was in love with him and basically had to force myself to give up on him. And I did for a while. We still kept in contact as I remember still going out and hanging out with him in my early 20’s when I was old enough to get into the bars. I moved out of my mothers and was living with roommates, so that gave us more of a chance to be together. I could be alone in a room with him for hours and it feels like time stands still. We would be together almost every day. Whether it’s going out to a bar, out to eat, to the movies, the park, the world was endless. Time was endless... So I didn’t understand what he was talking about. Eventually he told me that it’s because he didn’t think I was pretty enough to be formally introduced to his family and friends as his girlfriend. I wanted to die. Literally. I was so embarrassed. Humiliated. I couldn’t believe he said that to me. I didn’t talk to him after that. We left off at me punching walls and him telling me I needed help..
At 23 I met my ex fiancé. This relationship was the relationship that solidified the fact that I really am meant to be with T. When I was with my ex fiancé everything was great. I was in love, I found someone that wanted to be with me and didn’t care to show me off to the world and thought I was his muse as he was mine. That’s all I wanted from someone else. That’s all I wanted from T. And I got that from him. So when he proposed I said yes. And I was happy. We were living together, had a dog together, were working on our goals individually and as a couple. But my ex fiancé was possessive and very jealous and didn’t let me do anything other than being with him all the time. At the time I was working and going to school full time. I couldn’t even celebrate my promotion when my managers took me out for drinks without my ex fiancé storming in coming to pick me up as if I am doing something wrong.. I couldn’t handle that. I needed my space. The more he smothered me with his jealous, possessive ways, the more distant and unattracted I was to him.
In the 2nd year in the relationship, I started cheating on my ex fiancé to be with T. Again. He came back into my life after him being in a committed but LDR. That lasted probably about 2 years. I couldn’t help it. Even though I was still in love with my ex fiancé, I still loved him. Deep down I still wanted to be with him and like come on. That’s my baybeeeee. I was wayyy more confident in myself at this time, but I started to lose my confidence with my ex fiancé. With T, it’s like I’m home. He brought out the good parts of me. He apologized for what he had said in the past. We had already grown up a lot at this point. I accepted it and We left it at that. I wanted to be with him but I had to decide if it was worth it. I was truly hurt by what T said to me. But I really loved him. I couldn’t shake the feeling. I couldn’t help it. I was in love with 2 people at the same time. I was at a stand still. Eventually, when I chose T, and left my ex fiancé for good, it was already too late. T had broken my heart by getting with someone else, I found out about it. This was during a time where my ex fiancé and I were living together but broken up, AND for that entire year while we were waiting for the lease to finish, he was with someone else, and me? I was with T. The relationship had died. Me being me though, I loved them both. When T got with someone else we went our separate ways again. I was 25 already. He was 27. He said he couldn’t take me seriously as I was broken up but living together with someone..smh
25-26ish was interesting. I was dating this guy that we reconnected from college days. It was fun and everything was great but AGAIN, I ended up with someone who wasn’t ready to be in a relationship. Soo I ended things after about a year and a half.
And again. You guessed it. T and I reconnected again. At this time, T was very depressed and anxious. Being 29 with no job still living with your parents must be really rough. Not knowing how to go about doing what you want to do. He wanted me to be there for him. To comfort him. And I did. Because I loved him. I stopped talking to that other guy 2 months prior to T apologizing to me. I had a pregnancy scare, had to get an abortion. It was T’s. I did it not only because I knew we weren’t ready yet, also because I wanted to make sure I had finished school and had my own place with T. He was there for me and supportive through it all. Our relationship was great. I couldn’t wait to move out together with him. We would always talk about the future and how it would be like with us. Our little bubble was perfect. But other aspects were not. Outside of us he was struggling with who he wanted to become. He wanted to be able to provide and it was so hard for him to find a way to get to the right path to start his career. So he started pushing me away. One day, I tripped. Mentally. And that was it. Because I too, was dealing with family problems outside of us. He started pushing me away after that. He started seeking therapy and he was diagnosed with anxiety. And then he broke up with me. And that was last year in September. Since then I have been trying so hard to get back with him. I took time off to seek therapy which is something that I did do before but I stopped going. This time I wanted to make sure that I stuck to it and I have been ever since. I am a completely different person because of it and have grown to understand that sometimes you don’t have all of the answers. But all you can offer is love. But love also can only get you so far. That we should also love with all we got and tell people you love them like it’s your last day. But with T, he got into a relationship about 4 months after he broke up with me. And he’s been with her since.
Here comes the hard pill. The flex. He said that I never had him and I never will. He never loved me. He was using me and manipulating my emotions to feed his own ego and his own selfish desires. Deep down inside he knew he was using me. He knew he was never going to be able to be the person that I wanted him to be, which is my boyfriend. He knew he was doing harm and wasn’t fair to me so he had to leave. The only satisfying thing was the sex. He never considered us a couple or ever being together. In his mind he was never my boyfriend. He never really cared as long as I was available when it was convenient for him. He doesn’t feel like I would fit into his family. He AGAIN, dosent think that opinion will ever change. And he dosent want to even tell me why. He also thinks I’m a stalker.
So why do I still want to be with him and still have so much hope and faith that he will come back to me? Currently at 28 & 30? Because T is biased, he is basically in the same relationship that I was with my ex fiancé. I learned a lot in that relationship. He has never had a relationship like that. This is the full on learning relationship for him. He will realize one day what he lost. All I ever wanted was to be with him in every way. That’s never going to change for me..And I will keep working on myself until then. I can’t shake this feeling. I am going with my heart. I am still young, and life changes every second of the day. I am very much hurt. But I know this isn’t the end. Long live star crossed lovers. Forever? Forever.
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2020.09.01 19:55 MamaRusa The Man I am Still In love With’s Biggest Flex Is That 15 Years Later...He Admits He Was Just Using Me...It Was A Long Con.

Yup. I met this guy when I was 13 and he was 15 at the time, we can call him T. (Currently 28F & 30M). We both grew up in church together. I can’t ever forget. The very first time I knew we liked each other. We went to a teens church retreat camping trip one weekend and I remember trying to nap on the couch but not fully asleep yet. And I felt his presence on my face. He was checking to see if I was asleep, which at that moment I didn’t know what to do I remember just thinking to myself to keep my eyes shut and if he kisses me I will die right here right now. I felt all warm inside and happy and I knew I wanted him and the rest was history.
We started off as friends. Close friends. Hanging out together with church friends, going to the park and playing sports together, hanging out at the park sometimes alone. Then very close friends. When we used to make out and touch each other..a lot. But never to the point of sex because I wanted to be his. Officially. I loved our adventures and our talks about life and the world and stupid shit too. At 14 & him 16, I wanted to be his girlfriend. I was ready. But I wanted the commitment. I wanted to be his in every way. I mean obviously we were young at the time but it was very important to me. I had a certain set of values that I wanted to uphold. A lot of them based off how I was raised and my beliefs. He said he wasn’t ready for a relationship...I was heartbroken for a while and then I moved on to another guy that I worked with.
I had lost my virginity with him, and things were great. We were together for 2 years. But towards the 2nd year, I started to cheat on him to be with T. T was there for me because he cared about me and wanted to make sure I was good. He made it known that we are good together, we just mesh. That spark. He knew me in ways that my ex didn’t at the time. That ex was not only cheating on me with 3 other girls, he also faked that he had a baby with one of them, for no other reason that he is still a cruel person till this day. I was devastated. But T comforted me, and again I fell for him, this time I was 15/16 and he was 17/18. T had gotten into a bad car accident during the time I was with my ex. I remember feeling very bad about that because I felt like I failed in not being there for him. He went through a lot.. I found out through church friends. I felt guilty for a while. But we reconnected after he got better and we were THE BEST of friends. We were inseparable at that point and did everything together. Oh if I could go back to any of those blissful carefree summers as a teen in the city with just him, some money, and my metrocard...I remember the first time we had sex. It was fucking unimaginable. I knew right then and there that I HAD to be with this guy. Like there’s no way. He checked out in every way. We mentioned to each other that we really wanted to be each other’s firsts.. but glad that we were together when we were. We were really good friends, we meshed so well together as far as our personalities and values, he is tall, hot and funny, and the sex was amazing. He is very smart and a boss and so am I. He was naturally a grounded person,(Taurus), which I was highly attracted to because he would help keep me grounded. I am also a grounded person as well as I was founded with that mentality, and my rising sign is Taurus. As an Aquarian, we tend to be in the air a lot of the time and very sociable, approachable, and fun. His comfort, humbleness, warmth, and kindness was my daily cup of coffee. Exactly what the doctor ordered. He was my home. He was everything I wanted in a boyfriend and more. But again, he said he wasn’t ready to be in a relationship even though we were basically a couple... and again, I was heartbroken.
Not for very long because then I got with someone else. Whom we started off as friends, and it was great. And then we became something more. We ended up going away for college 5 hours away with 2 other friends that were part of my friend group and we were in different schools but just 45 minutes away from each other so I would see him most weekends. But I didn’t want to be with him because he was wayyy too pussy for me. I just couldn’t be with someone that didn’t have a backbone. I was raised to be independent. I found it very unattractive. Eventually he ended up breaking up with me because someone posted a pic on FB of me dancing with a random guy and accused me of cheating lol. This was a big deal though at 17/18. I was JUST dancing. It was very minor but whatever. I didn’t really want to be with him anyways. He broke up with me and I was 18/19 at the time.
And then T and I reconnected again... and I fell for him again. Since I was still in school upstate our relationship was long distance. We Skyped almost every night and would always sext and talk about how much we missed each other. He visited me only once. I figured it’s because he didn’t want to upset his parents on his whereabouts. I believe he was only in one other relationship that ended after we reconnected that time. According to him it only lasted a couple of months. I’m sure he was dating. But he always comes on to me as a one woman kind of man. And I wanted to be his one and only. We were still young and coming from a Christian background it was always so hard for my mom to let me out of the house. That was the main reason why I decided to go away for school. I was always sneaking around. For the most part I was traveling back home to see him and my family. It was always an adventure. He would sneak me into bars, we would hang out at parks and all over the city. Go out to eat, to the movies. Just us. It was pure bliss. He was 20/21, I was 18/19 at the time. Everything was great. But he ended up breaking up with me again, just a little after my 21st birthday. I was so devastated. I was very hurt. Very very hurt. I had moved back home not only for him, but also because I couldn’t afford the tuition to finish my last year. I knew at that point there had to be something more than him just not being ready to be in a relationship with me. I didn’t know what it was. He was always so closed off he never really opened up to me as much as I wanted him to, (again, Taurus). Because he wouldn’t open up to me, I was always seeking reassurance from him. I just knew that I was in love with him and basically had to force myself to give up on him. And I did for a while. We still kept in contact as I remember still going out and hanging out with him in my early 20’s when I was old enough to get into the bars. I moved out of my mothers and was living with roommates, so that gave us more of a chance to be together. I could be alone in a room with him for hours and it feels like time stands still. We would be together almost every day. Whether it’s going out to a bar, out to eat, to the movies, the park, the world was endless. Time was endless... So I didn’t understand what he was talking about. Eventually he told me that it’s because he didn’t think I was pretty enough to be formally introduced to his family and friends as his girlfriend. I wanted to die. Literally. I was so embarrassed. Humiliated. I couldn’t believe he said that to me. I didn’t talk to him after that. We left off at me punching walls and him telling me I needed help..
At 23 I met my ex fiancé. This relationship was the relationship that solidified the fact that I really am meant to be with T. When I was with my ex fiancé everything was great. I was in love, I found someone that wanted to be with me and didn’t care to show me off to the world and thought I was his muse as he was mine. That’s all I wanted from someone else. That’s all I wanted from T. And I got that from him. So when he proposed I said yes. And I was happy. We were living together, had a dog together, were working on our goals individually and as a couple. But my ex fiancé was possessive and very jealous and didn’t let me do anything other than being with him all the time. At the time I was working and going to school full time. I couldn’t even celebrate my promotion when my managers took me out for drinks without my ex fiancé storming in coming to pick me up as if I am doing something wrong.. I couldn’t handle that. I needed my space. The more he smothered me with his jealous, possessive ways, the more distant and unattracted I was to him.
In the 2nd year in the relationship, I started cheating on my ex fiancé to be with T. Again. He came back into my life after him being in a committed but LDR. That lasted probably about 2 years. I couldn’t help it. Even though I was still in love with my ex fiancé, I still loved him. Deep down I still wanted to be with him and like come on. That’s my baybeeeee. I was wayyy more confident in myself at this time, but I started to lose my confidence with my ex fiancé. With T, it’s like I’m home. He brought out the good parts of me. He apologized for what he had said in the past. We had already grown up a lot at this point. I accepted it and We left it at that. I wanted to be with him but I had to decide if it was worth it. I was truly hurt by what T said to me. But I really loved him. I couldn’t shake the feeling. I couldn’t help it. I was in love with 2 people at the same time. I was at a stand still. Eventually, when I chose T, and left my ex fiancé for good, it was already too late. T had broken my heart by getting with someone else, I found out about it. This was during a time where my ex fiancé and I were living together but broken up, AND for that entire year while we were waiting for the lease to finish, he was with someone else, and me? I was with T. The relationship had died. Me being me though, I loved them both. When T got with someone else we went our separate ways again. I was 25 already. He was 27. He said he couldn’t take me seriously as I was broken up but living together with someone..smh
25-26ish was interesting. I was dating this guy that we reconnected from college days. It was fun and everything was great but AGAIN, I ended up with someone who wasn’t ready to be in a relationship. Soo I ended things after about a year and a half.
And again. You guessed it. T and I reconnected again. At this time, T was very depressed and anxious. Being 29 with no job still living with your parents must be really rough. Not knowing how to go about doing what you want to do. He wanted me to be there for him. To comfort him. And I did. Because I loved him. I stopped talking to that other guy 2 months prior to T apologizing to me. I had a pregnancy scare, had to get an abortion. It was T’s. I did it not only because I knew we weren’t ready yet, also because I wanted to make sure I had finished school and had my own place with T. He was there for me and supportive through it all. Our relationship was great. I couldn’t wait to move out together with him. We would always talk about the future and how it would be like with us. Our little bubble was perfect. But other aspects were not. Outside of us he was struggling with who he wanted to become. He wanted to be able to provide and it was so hard for him to find a way to get to the right path to start his career. So he started pushing me away. One day, I tripped. Mentally. And that was it. Because I too, was dealing with family problems outside of us. He started pushing me away after that. He started seeking therapy and he was diagnosed with anxiety. And then he broke up with me. And that was last year in September. Since then I have been trying so hard to get back with him. I took time off to seek therapy which is something that I did do before but I stopped going. This time I wanted to make sure that I stuck to it and I have been ever since. I am a completely different person because of it and have grown to understand that sometimes you don’t have all of the answers. But all you can offer is love. But love also can only get you so far. That we should also love with all we got and tell people you love them like it’s your last day. But with T, he got into a relationship about 4 months after he broke up with me. And he’s been with her since.
Here comes the hard pill. The flex. He said that I never had him and I never will. He never loved me. He was using me and manipulating my emotions to feed his own ego and his own selfish desires. Deep down inside he knew he was using me. He knew he was never going to be able to be the person that I wanted him to be, which is my boyfriend. He knew he was doing harm and wasn’t fair to me so he had to leave. The only satisfying thing was the sex. He never considered us a couple or ever being together. In his mind he was never my boyfriend. He never really cared as long as I was available when it was convenient for him. He doesn’t feel like I would fit into his family. He AGAIN, dosent think that opinion will ever change. And he dosent want to even tell me why. He also thinks I’m a stalker.
So why do I still want to be with him and still have so much hope and faith that he will come back to me? Currently at 28 & 30? Because T is biased, he is basically in the same relationship that I was with my ex fiancé. I learned a lot in that relationship. He has never had a relationship like that. This is the full on learning relationship for him. He will realize one day what he lost. All I ever wanted was to be with him in every way. That’s never going to change for me..And I will keep working on myself until then. I can’t shake this feeling. I am going with my heart. I am still young, and life changes every second of the day. I am very much hurt. But I know this isn’t the end. Long live star crossed lovers. Forever? Forever.
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2020.08.28 02:09 gr0ssmango year long reading, next months tarot is reversed justice

Did a year long tarot reading. overall card was death. not a beginner in tarot but also not advanced. biddy tarot website said ill be living with the guilt or have to come clean and suffer consequences of an action. but other sites say differently. some say to stay away from legal disputes. need a second opinion. Im not worried bc it is probably something to do with self evaluation as a person but could i do a clarity reading to maybe know what to prepare for?
some astrology points have said that i (aquarius) will have someone from my past coming back into my life... a relationship ive missed and yearned for? im dating a taurus but the astrology pointed towards gemini (ex boyfriend) among some other signs. i know at the end of the day my actions are my own but i have an unsettling anxiety about the situation. whats your interpretation for reversed justice for the month ?
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2020.08.27 04:55 mercurybri Season 11 Zodiac Sign Guesses

Hey guys! As an astrology lover, I always try and guess the zodiac signs of participants in these sorts of shows. I would love to see other people’s guesses/confirmations of the cast member’s signs! Here are my guesses so far and my reasonings:
Karen: Virgo Karen seems to be particular about cleanliness/organization and also pretty introverted. She also seems to be slow to open up and slightly single-minded (as per her immediate reaction to Mile’s social media). I’m glad she is slowly opening up, but she is still very reserved and is guarding her heart very strongly.
Miles: Cancer Cancer fits Miles because he is nurturing and everyone around him says he is a “good guy”. Cancer would also explain the ~emotions~ and he even admitted to not being afraid of vulnerability with his loved ones. He’s a total softie, so I would be very surprised if he wasn’t a Cancer.
Amelia: Gemini Amelia strikes me as a Gemini because she is witty and creative, and her energy is infectious! Gemini’s are usually pretty smart as well (Mercury ruled). Amelia just has a natural sparkle and multidimensional-ness that screams Gemini. She also said she was born in the middle of the year during the wedding, so hopefully this guess is right!
Bennett: Sagittarius Bennett is a fun-loving man who loves to make witty (and strange) jokes! He also seems like the kind of guy who just happens to store obscure facts in his brain and is curious about new things/people. During the wedding, he said he was born at the end of the year (so either Cap or Sag), but regardless of that hint, I would think Bennett is a Sagittarius.
Christina: Aries Whew! Christina is one hot ball of fire! I was kinda stuck between Sag and Aries (since Sagittarius people love to travel), but Aries seems to fit Christina because she is direct, demands attention, and has a very Ram-like personality. She gets what she wants and isn’t afraid to speak her mind. It is very Aries-like of her for to be such a passionate person, yet not make the first move on Henry.
Henry: Virgo We haven’t seen much personality from Henry, which tells me a little but also tells me a lot. His explanation of his attraction to Christina (comparing it to liking a song) screams Virgo because he is mutable and is probably constantly overthinking what his feelings even are. Henry is reserved and he also seems very observant. He picks up on Christina’s behaviors, and I think he is probably slowly thinking up ways of how to be more direct with her.
Brett: Scorpio To be completely honest, I think Brett is a Scorpio because he reminds me a lot of Brandon from season 10 (who is a confirmed Scorpio). Both just appear to be insecure men who will rarely admit to any wrongdoings (so far). I am not slandering Scorpios, but underdeveloped Scorpios (especially men) tend to be like this. Brett also seems to have no self control and will never be satisfied (as per his dating history). He just strikes me as a man who will do anything to remain in some sort of position of power (even if that means being an arrogant and rude person).
Olivia: Taurus This one is kind of a wild guess. I’m honestly going off of the stereotypical Taurus trait of liking the “finer things in life”. She likes what she likes and doesn’t seem willing to change in that aspect (not that she should). She also seems like a determined woman who will do anything she sets her mind to (Bull tendencies).
Woody: Leo Leo’s are usually loving people who love attention. Woody’s bright personality is infectious and it’s literally impossible to dislike him! He also seems like the kind of guy who will show you off and always give you affection. Downside is that Leo’s can be arrogant, and I feel like I’ve seen a little of this peak through (this is a personal opinion).
Amani: Aquarius Amani appears to be very smart and rational, like many Aquariuses. Amani and Woody have an undeniable connection, but Amani is still cautious (not completely blinded from the initial attraction). Aquariuses are said to think too much in the future which may explain why Amani always mentions the uncertainty that lies there. She also has a natural charm, clear boundaries, and strong opinions.
After writing this, I realized that a decent amount of these guesses are opposite sign pairings. Makes me wonder whether this was intentional or if my guesses are just completely off. Nonetheless, I look forward to reading everyone’s input!
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2020.08.27 02:40 ova40nevamarried Any Taurus women out there want to share their experience with a Sagittarius man?

I am a Taurus woman who has been in love with a Sagittarius man since 2014 the very first time I saw him I knew I loved him I saw my whole future flash before my eyes I kept it cool though but the attraction was off the charts and quite mutual. When we talk , we talk for hours, I never tire of hearing his voice . He has this raw sex appeal and boyish charm that I find irresistible, he is successful and a great businessman. The first time we dated I wasn’t 100% invested I was dating a Leo who had a hold on me for many years then the Sagittarius went back to his ex girlfriend he thought he had a child with her and it ended up not being his, then he went through all of these changes to find me ....fast forward to 2019 somehow I fell hopelessly and completely in love with him THIS time ...and one day to make a long story short I showed my true anger one night and he unceremoniously dumped me. Then after a few conversations I Found out that I was essentially a rebound from the hurt he was dealing with from his ex (10 yr relationship) ( also a Taurus, birthday close to mine, 1st Decan) It’s been a year and I’m still not over Him. Sure I’ve dated other people I’ve gone out on many dates but no one makes me feel the way he makes me feel we still chat sometimes but I find myself tongue tied terrified to tell him I’m still pining for him and essentially waiting on him to return. I never thought someone could affect me in this way to add insult to injury I did my birth chart and found out that although my sun sign and my Venus sign is Taurus my moon sign and my rising sign Ascendant sign Is Sagittarius so now it makes perfect sense to me. This is why I always attracted them and usually avoided them in the past (my dad is a Sagg too birthday is only a day apart from his) I don’t know if I’ll ever love anyone else like that again. I recently had sex with him again after an entire year of not seeing him and it felt like complete magic he held me, held my hand kissed me so passionately, I wondered if I was hallucinating it just didn’t even feel real and then poof he disappears into thin air like it never happened. It’s been so difficult to get over thIs Sagittarius man and never in my life will I love anyone with this kind of passion again.
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2020.08.24 07:58 Mysterious-Low-9748 Sex, drugs and personality disorders

I’ll be briefish. He’s a narcissistic psychotic drug addict. I’m borderline with CPTSD and now, again, an active addict/ alcoholic. We’ve been “dating” since April. Were both Taurus’s. We’re both intense and toxic and are the poster child of the dysfunctional relationship. I let him verbally abuse and scare me. He sees how far he can push me. We called it dysfunctional bliss. It’s gone to far. He’s gotten physical and I’ve been driven to a complete psychotic breakdown. He’s sleeping with other girls, lying, disappearing, ghosting, etc. I have tried to break it off and he was aloof. I tried to stay away but he would need his narcissistic fuel and walk back in reminding me who owns my body. I want growth. I want us to work together to become healthier people. He’s emotionally unavailable. I drew a line. I want to move on! Enough of the circus!! I walked away. Detached from him. Of course I obsessed. But I had no way to contact him. But he won’t stop coming around without notice. Trying to ague and intimidate and manipulate and I’ve been saying I will not engage. But I’m weak and our sex is mind altering, even without drugs. I’m seriously torn! Can I have him AND reclaim my power?? I’ve been more empowered lately and he seems to like it!! But is that because he sees me as prey?? I DO enjoy the darkness of dysfunction. Do I stay in that world?? Or do I, yet again, begin to rise from the ashes and transform into even a stronger woman than I was before?? Yeah! Can I live in both the light and the dark??
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2020.08.22 02:58 amity78 Why are all of my relationships with Tauruses? 🤦🏻‍♀️

I dated the epitome of a Taurus for 3 years, and while it was the deepest and most passionate relationship of my life, it was also the most dramatic and emotionally taxing relationship. It was very hard for us to let go when in reality we shouldn’t have been together that long. Now, the only boys that approach me are Tauruses. I wish I was kidding, because I literally avoid them like the plague. I am currently dating a Taurus and while we have a very sexual relationship, and he is very caring, we have explosive arguments but he always tries to stay together despite both of us knowing this is not an ideal relationship. Why do only Taurus men approach me?!
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2020.08.21 22:01 hometowncandyqueen The time I found real love

I hate who I have become and it all seems like it happened so fast. This isn’t gonna be a beautiful love story it’s a heartbreaking one. A story that I feel like is on a revolving door doomed to repeat its self over and over again. Currently I am drinking beer in my parents house because life got to much for me and I ran away from it all. I’m hoping that by the time I finish this 6 pack and break a little into the next that I will start to better articulate the cinematic appeal here. Because it all started in a theatre. I was a freshman in college when I met him. We met in a stairwell outside the theatre. I was talking to a friend of mine. I had on a black velvet skirt and my hair was jet black. I wore a pink beret. I wanted to look approachable but trendy to the professors and directors, but when I saw him I felt like I should’ve put more thought into what I looked like if I knew how important today would be. I could feel the air of importance it wafted in right after he did. I’m gonna give him a fake name for the sake of the story, so let’s go with cooper. Cooper commanded the energy of any room he walked into and when he came into that stairwell the world stood still. He wasn’t particularly attractive to me. I’m more into the rough and tumble kinda guys. I had only dated drug dealers and wanna be gangsters in my home town, but he was charming. He was disheveled, but seemed smart, round glasses, dirty sneakers and a pack of Marlboro reds in his front flannel pocket. His hair was short then. Hi he said I’m Cooper and I responded back with my name. He reached out his hand and shook mine. We just stared a little too long. Long enough for my friend to bring it up later. “Who was that guy back there” “he was kinda cute you should talk to him” the good ole keke regular shit. That interaction kinda stuck with me and I didn’t see him around again for a semester. It was one magical weird cosmic moment in the stairwell then I didn’t see him again. The semester went by. I was far too busy with papers and auditions to think about the idea of the boy in the stairwell. Not to mention I was still caught up in my ex. A hippie skater boy, turned wanna he gangster who still somehow found ways to sneak into my life even though I moved away for college and he chose to stay home and work for his dads company. Good choice, because with the felonies he had on his record that’s probably the only job possibility he had. We will give him a fake name too let’s call him Leo (he was a Taurus tho just for reference). Leo and I had a turbulent relationship, passionate, but violent and at times scary. When I found out he was doing heroin I could do it and I was leaving for school so everything just kinda fell into place for us to call it off. We would still occasionally sleep together. He would drive the hour and 1/2 to my house for a good fuck and we would go about our lives. Needless to say, around New Years i called it off, for real this time. To feel a little better about my newly single state, my friend and I decided to go to a party. A New Years party. As soon as I arrived that familiar feeling of the world stopping flushed over me again. He was there. The boy in the stairwell. Cooper. Immediately we locked eyes. Both relieved to not be the only theatre majors there. We started talking but my mind was preoccupied. I wasn’t interested in him. It was something I could sense would be too much for me to handle and I knew he was bad for me. Not in a way that bad boys are bad for you, but in a way that a good boy could make me feel bad. My feelings were later solidified when someone at the party broke out the coke and offered him a line to which he declined. I however did not. Through the night we continued to talk. Someone turned on Phil Collins and without hesitation both of us publicly went on a drunken tangent on how Phil was the best percussionist of his day. No one at the party cared but we were lost in it. Just sucking each other’s brains. Midnight crept closer and he would pass me his bottle of whiskey he brought and I would nip it in between pleasantries and and jokes. He left around 11:30, but not without asking me to stage manage a show for him. I said I would look into it. He must have snuck out because I don’t remember saying goodbye. Then another semester went by silent. I never reached out to help stage manage his show. I got too rapped up in releasing my album and doing various short films. I bleached my hair white like the old film stars I idolized. Peroxide blonde. It suited me. I was figuring out my sexuality at this point my roommate who I had been living with started to feel more like a girlfriend to me and we started having sex causally and I started to think maybe I’m a lesbian. I felt safe and loved in that relationship. It felt homey and normal. She was a sculptor we will call her Laura. Laura is a tall, thin, curly headed ginger. We were happy together and were bringing out the best in each other. She’d come home from the studio and I’d come home from the theatre and we would just vomit all the information we had learned that day. And at night we would curl up in the one room in the apartment that had a heater and sleep, wrapped up in its orange glow. It was a beautiful relationship and I was happy. The glitch is we weren’t exclusive and it was more of a partnership than anything. We both wanted to make sure we weren’t limiting the other so we kept our relationship open and school started up once again. I was working in the costume department. Doing wardrobe made me feel important. I would have much rather have been acting but as long as I was working on a show I didn’t care. I started asking around about Cooper. Who was he, what was he into. He was in my classes now. Since we are in a theatre department, that started to happen a lot. we had a few classes together. I just wanted to know about him he seemed so open but still so closed off. The asked around and it seemed his charm had a way with practically everyone and he was well known for being a heartbreaker. Which struck me as odd because he didn’t look the heartbreaker type. He seemed like a soft sad boy at most, but not a heartbreaker. He would look at me in class and I could feel it and everyday somehow we sat closer and closer untill one day he sat right next to me and I was wearing over the knee tights. He looked at them under the desk. I could feel it. He reached into his backpack and pulled out a butterscotch and put it on my desk. I in return pulled a jolly rancher out of mine and put it on the desk. He smiled amused at the little game we were playing. So I guessed he wasn’t too upset with me for bailing on his show. He was so witty and hearing him talk in class did nothing but turn me on. He invited me to study with him and some of our other classmates and I said I would. So I did it was him and.... let’s call her Donna. So Donna and Cooper had been having a thing for a while and I picked up on that shortly upon my arrival. Donna seemed threatened by me and Cooper seemed uneasy upon realizing the situation we were in. Nonetheless cooper and I were on fire just talk talk talking laughing nearly oblivious to the situation at large. He walked me to my car and there was a twinkle in his eye when he invited me over to his place later that week for drinks. I hesitantly accepted and I drove off into the night. So the night it all began... I will never forget this night. For as long as I live. It will always be one of my favorite memories I have ever had. I knew we were gonna have sex. By now I had also learned cooper was a ladies man. This didn’t bother me tho because I wasn’t looking for love I was just having fun. I pulled up to his apartment. They were older apartments all of the doors had red trim around the door but his door had the white trim. The parking lot overlooked the river. The complex sat on top of a hill with a tricky driveway. But once at the top the view was beautiful. You could see downtown to the left and the river right ahead. I smoked a cigarette before going in. It’s crazy how before something monumental you feel it in your gut. I knew this would be the last cigarette I had as the girl I was before him. It felt monumental. My heels clacked as I walked up the steps I knocked on the door. All my worry faded when I saw him. Smiling through the crack in the door before opening it wider to let me in. We exchanged the hi-s and hellos. His apartment was small and bare. Books and scripts scattered on the countertops and in makeshift piles on the floor. He had piles of records and a TV in the living room Infront of a futon mattress in the floor. I wasn’t dazzled to say the least, but we started drinking and talking. Music played in the background. Slow 80s power ballads. Then “come on Eileen” turned on. He asked me to dance so we danced around the living room and when the chorus came on he kissed me. The most magical kiss I’ve ever had. The type of kiss that makes you think about being happy before you die. And then we stopped and just looked at each other. We knew that this was gonna be a lot. We sat back down and started drinking more. Faithfully came on and we both sang at the top of our lungs content with our company and drunken stupor. Then he turned on the eagles the one of these nights record to be exact and when “take it to the limit” came on I exclaimed that it was my favorite. We had sex. On his futon mattress on the floor. Blue tv light draping over our skin. It was love. Pure love. Two strangers. Scratching into each others skin as if we wanted to live under the others. We smoked cigarettes and I laid my head on his chest. It was a lot for me. I knew it. I felt it. As my fingers entangled the bit of his chest hair I felt my world coming into place and I got up, put on my shoes and started packing up my stuff. I explained to him that I don’t stay the night and I don’t do romantics. He looked at me like I was so silly. I could tell it hurt him to have the rolls reversed. But it didn’t take much to get my clothes back off and get me back on the floor and we slept there. Naked and falling into place. This wasn’t the last time. Those drunken nights turned into long days at the theatre. Sneaking a secret kiss between lectures and rehearsals. We would go to the bar at night. I knew cooper wasn’t showing me off, but it felt like it. I loved playing pool with his friends. Getting drunk with the boys. His friends would buy me drinks they would always say “well we all know Audrey wants a whiskey on ice” I’d smile and take the drink. I thought it was sweet they remembered my drink orders and I thought it was even sweeter that they knew your’s was the same. We started falling in love both of us we could feel it. No matter where we were we couldn’t keep our eyes off each other. We were in cooper’s car driving in between rehearsals and class, he was holding my hand while we debated something along the lines of film when he turned to me and asked a question. “What if we started dating” my mind got so flustered so fast. What if we dated? Well the department would go crazy. All the girls would hate me. I would be so happy that all of that wouldn’t matter, but still I responded with my biggest regret. “The department would turn against us. neither of us really want that. we just want to have fun and enjoy each other” this statement is one of my many regrets of this story. He turned back eyes on the road, not a shred of emotion in his eyes and started to continue our previous conversation. Opportunity comes knocking and those who don’t answer normally don’t get another chance. Cooper started seeing another girl, we’ll call her Nadine. I started dating my roommate. We never cheated on our significant others. Ever. But I knew I was still on his mind. He was definitely on mine. My girlfriend and I drove across the country that summer. It was beautiful we even stopped and worked on a pot farm for a bit before heading back home. I loved my life with her. I was so happy, but she knew something was always on my mind. Cooper. Always Cooper. Cooper and I weren’t talking we were both in relationships and happy on the outside. I couldn’t help but to write about him how angry I was someone was holding my place, how inlove with him I was, how I longed to hear his voice. I wrote non stop. At this time I was working on my first studio album and one of my singles was directly about him. Lyrically it nodded to our love for 80s music and late nights. I even used his secret Instagram account handle as a tag line. Looking back, yes it’s very bold of me, but also it was a way to get his attention. School started back and My album came out and did well. I did interviews on local radio and TV, everyone on campus was listening. Sometimes people would stop me and ask me if I was Audrey and all I would reply yes. The attention was cool but what made it so good is that he was apart without even knowing. Previously I stated how I wrote everything down. I had a diary. Yes it is very teen movie shit but I kept a diary religiously throughout this. Laura and I had been having our fair share of struggles. Since the album release and the attention I was getting she became very bitter maybe even a bit cold. She was struggling with an ED as was I and it didn’t help our relationship. We partied a lot. There were A lot of drugs and flashing lights when I look back at that time period. We would fight over small things. Stupid things. She would constantly accuse me of wanting to be with cooper. I would tell her if cooper was what I wanted I would have had him by now. That didn’t matter. We broke up. I couldn’t handle it. We were still living together and on the surface everything started to be ok untill Everything began to spiral and my world was about to crash down because of a notebook. A little black leather book seems so trivial untill you look at its contents. I just got offered a role at a film festival in a big city not far from our college town. I was supposed to be gone for the weekend. I said goodbye to Laura and instead of leaving for the city I went to coopers. I collapsed on his doorstep surprised he would let me in he did. He expressed to me that him and Nadine had broken up. I explained to him that Laura and I had broken up, and just like that fateful night months and months before, I ended up curled up on his futon naked and finally at peace. I couldn’t stay for long tho I still had to be in the city for my call time so I left his house and hit the road. I was so excited to be involved in such a big project. I was high on life. The role I wanted, the man I needed nothing seemed like it could be more perfect than it was. Once I got to where the cast was staying I reached into my backpack to pull out my diary and begin writing about this day. Only problem was....no diary. I left it on the kitchen table. I left it in the apartment I shared with Laura. The little black book sat there begging to be read, and read it she did. Every vile detail. Every phrase. Every secret. I woke up to a text about it that next morning. It made filming so intense and my mind was racing. It was so hard to focus. My first big film gig and my mind is scrambled eggs. When I returned home Laura was gone. My best friend, my right hand gone. All of this for cooper. So now I bet you are thinking the story must be close to over. Laura reading the diary is so heartbreaking. Oh no, the story is just getting around full circle. After seeing Laura was gone and returning home, I also found out the great news.....Cooper and Nadine we’re back together. Now I was completely alone. No cooper no Laura just me and a stupid little black book that started it all. I started going to the bar more often. I romanticized it to be so much better than it was. I would see him there with her and I would sit alone. She wasn’t particularly pretty. She wasn’t particularly bright. She wasn’t particularly special by any means. She didn’t have goals to be a star, or to write scripts. But she was particularly his and that’s what made me so jealous. She was a regular girl. A waitress and a pretty good one at that. She had long dark hair which was so different than my short pin curled blonde bob. She was short I was tall. If you stood us next to each other it would look like someone hit the randomize sim button. I started to hate her. I was doing gigs at the time at random bars and house shows to promote the album and one night she came up to me and mentioned that cooper had shown her the album and that she was a big fan. Clearly cooper forgot to mention that when he isn’t with her he’s throwing me around his apartment like a rag doll. I chose to keep that detail quiet as well. No one ever really new that cooper and I had a relationship that was anything more than friends and Nadine stayed in the dark as well. It was easier that way. I started hanging out with both of them at the bar sometimes. Cooper would eye me across the booth with his hand on Nadine’s thigh under the table. He would drag his cigarette slow and look me deep in the eyes while she went on and on and on about being stiffed out of tips. In reality the bar was packed and noisy but to cooper and I in that little booth it was just us. No Nadine no one to tell us anything. Just us. I knew he still wanted me. One night Nadine took the late shift at the bar and I knew cooper was home alone. I had had a few glasses of red wine and for some reason gained a backbone and decided to go to his house completely uninvited. I wasn’t nervous as “keep me hanging on” blasted through my car radio speakers as I drove to his apartment. I wasn’t nervous when I parked or opened the car door, but when it came time to knock I was frozen. Should I do this? It’s so bad of me. What kind of woman goes to sleep with another woman’s man? A home-wrecker. I was gonna be a home-wrecker. I knocked on the door. Cooper looked through to top lock once he saw it was me he seemed more relaxed. I had on a blue silk nightgown and tiny little slipper heels. My hair was in a curled mess on the top of my head. Mascara running down my face from crying before I decided to do this. I didn’t exchange pleasantries I just said I wanted to say hi We went inside, he poured me another glass of wine and we talked about the projects we were working on and it began to rain. I said I needed to go soon because Nadine would be back. Cooper went to his room to grab me a jacket I slipped it on and then I said goodbye and I went back to my car and sat in it for a second and cooper shut the door. Then through the radio static “come on Eileen” came on. This was the sign I was looking for. I got back out of the car and I knocked on the door and without hesitation as soon as I saw him I said “kiss me right now and cheat on your girlfriend” he looked shocked. I then took off his jacket apologized, blamed my behavior on being drunk and started walking back to my car soaking wet and confused. “I’m sorry Aubrey” he called out to me as I closed my car door. I turn my car on and by no surprise “take it to the limit” was on the radio. Of course it was cause once again I took it to the limit pushed my luck and completely made an ass of myself. He didn’t want me and I needed to get that through my head. He wanted Nadine. Nadine the normal girl. Not me. I was too much too crazy too spontaneous. As I pulled into my drive way I got a message. It was from cooper and said “please don’t be worry about earlier I wanted to kiss you from the moment you came into my apartment” then I realized something. If he had kissed me and cheated on Nadine and let’s say cooper and I got together. I would always think he would cheat on me, because he cheated on Nadine with me. This proved to me he was faithful more or less. If this was a chess match cooper just check mated. I knew after my display of affection and coopers response to it. It was only a matter of time before him and Nadine called it quits. I was right. It was mid November and we had just had our first snow. I went to the bar and I guess cooper had the same idea to stay warm off whiskey and shoot pool while the snow piled up outside. He came up to me and exclaimed that him and Nadine had called it off. We sat close at the bar and played catch up. Then when that bar made last call we went to another one and then after that. One of coopers friends had an apartment downtown and we went over there and played poker all night. When we were leaving we were drunk and we were standing in the middle of the street. Everything was covered in snow and he turned to me and said “I’m not taking you home tonight” he kissed me. The streetlights glowing and illuminating the flakes falling from the sky and then he said it. Those three little words I always wanted to hear “I love you”. We went back to his apartment and had sex untill we saw the sunrise and fell asleep warm and tangled. Cooper loved me. ME. Of all the people in this world to love he loved me. I got exactly what I wanted. Good things never last and soon Nadine was back in the picture. I wasn’t surprised. I refused to take ownership of cooper or his love. He was too much of a man to be contained by just me. I never wanted to feel like I controlled him. I loved him most when he was out of control I had no place to make him mine, but Nadine on the other hand liked the idea of having him and keeping him. I lost him all over again. I just hoped he was happy. Then the virus happened. Life turned upside down. I got into a bad car wreck and my life began spiraling again. My parents had just moved to Orlando and I didn’t have much to lose, and after all I didn’t have cooper. After my accident I started abusing prescription pain killers. To cope with my physical pain and my emotional pain. The months before I decided to move we’re blurry. An endless loop of work and being high and being high at work. I was so lonely. All of it was swallowing me. Without school my life felt unimportant without cooper it felt like it wasn’t worth living. I had nothing, I had lost Laura I couldn’t preform because everything was closed. I had nothing. So I took all the pain killers I had and decided to take a bath one last one. The thing about trying to kill yourself is sometimes you wake up. I woke up in the bathtub pruning but alive. I knew I couldn’t stay where I was any longer so I decided to leave. I was scared if I was left to my own devises I might not wake up the next time. I was completely at war with myself. I didn’t want to die I really didn’t. But the will power I had to live was non existent. If I couldn’t get out of myself then I might as well get out of town so I did. It had been months since I had seen cooper. I was sure he had forgotten about me. But I still needed to say my peace before I left. I would be 13 hours away from him. So I said my peace I pulled out my phone and recorded a voice memo entitled “everything I wanted to say”. I told him everything how much I loved him, how angry I was, how badly I wanted us together, how hard I was fighting to get clean and not be apart from him. I was vulnerable for the first time. No more walls to hide behind. I cried to him. I sobbed into the phone like it was a microphone that could scream out into the void between us I had created. It was a long message. Filled with my regrets and longing. I was honest about how I was scared to love him like I did and how that always got in the way. Then I did something I thought I would never do. I sent it. I didn’t expect a response, I didn’t expect anything. I expected him to be happy in his life without me and for the memories of us in his mind to have faded by now. I’ve been wrong a lot in this story, and I was wrong again. I received a message the title of it was the highway he was driving on, 20 minutes long, he never forgot about me. He said not a day went by when I wasn’t on his mind. He just had assumed I had been happy without him, just as I had assumed the same for him. Neither of us were happy we were just buying time. But now it was too late, I had a plane to catch and a new life to start. So I did what anyone would do and I started over. I cried in the car, I cried on the plane, I cried in my room, and I cried and I cried. Orlando is sunny and nice. But I’ve been so gloomy since I got here. Cooper and I continued to exchange long voice messages some more than 30 minutes long at least once a week. We express how much we miss each other and how wrong we were. The mistakes we made and how badly we want to do them over again. We got to know each other all over again voice memo after voice memo. I listened as I went to sleep and I wrote down the time stamps for every time he told me he loved me. I would listen to it over and over again “I love you Aubrey” “ I miss you Aubrey” I was in Orlando for 3 months until I decided it is time to go back. I leave later this month to go home. Back to cooper. I don’t know if the man I left before all of this is the same as the man I’m coming back to. He is still with Nadine. Buying time until I get back. I just talked to him this morning. I don’t know if he will ever leave Nadine and I don’t know if when I get back he will be waiting for me like we’ve talked about. This story is a revolving door after all. I’m 748 miles away from him. From his house to mine. Only 748 miles until I’m back. I think he might be my forever but I’m so scared. I decided the best place to vent was here. If you want I can tell you what happens on the 29th. If my life becomes right again. Until then I am a permanent resident at heartbreak hotel. Thanks for listening.
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2020.08.15 22:38 Sesscar Dating a Capricorn (F)

This is sorta a follow-up post from the last one and I don't even know where to start honestly, it's kinda sad and painful in a lot of ways.
To summarize: I'm a Taurus (M) and we've been dating since May and everything clicked between us on the 1st date, which was special to me because I've never had that feeling with a girl before (not even my ex) where you think that now you know what 'love' really mean and feel like. That kinda thing.
A month in and she told me that she has been seeing other guy, who was an asshole to her eventhough she invites him over to her house (a date probably) and asked me if I still use the dating app, I said "no" and she had her self-pity moment for a bit calling herself shit and all. While I was there comforting her even when it hurts me and I gave her a 2nd chance. It didn't really bother me because I could tell that she felt really guilty because of what she did.
Afterward, she told me that she has feelings for me..
It was all good between us until lately where she has been dead mute on me for about a month now, no reply to anything at all even when I try to approach her pro-actively and give her as much space and room as I can. I try to be patient but I feel like I'm suddenly non-existent in her eyes. I don't know honestly... she has feelings for me and showed it to me but suddenly she's silent for this long. It feels weird and it hurts to be on this receiving end. I'm confused. :(
What do you caps think about it?
EDIT: Turned out that she has been ghosting me for a month now probably just to see other guy while she left me wondering what's actually going on between us. That's her answer for me and I'll take it and shape myself for the better and take this as a hard lesson. I love you guys so much, all these supports and wonderful upbringing comments. It melts my heart haha!
I wish you all the best! <3
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2020.08.04 01:48 jnyerere89 What is it like dating another Earth Sign?

So I'm a Cap Rising Cap Moon Dec. 28. I was wondering for anyone who has done so, what's it like dating a Virgo, Taurus, or even another Capricorn? Sometimes I feel like the only success I'll have in dating is once I stick to my tribe. Am I right about this or am I mistaken?
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2020.08.03 19:35 Gryffndork I'm an Aries, but I'm very shy with women and have never had a girlfriend. I really like the idea of romance, but never seem to get it. Any indication in my chart as to why? And how do I fix it?

House 1: Aquarius- nothing
House 2: Pisces- retrograde Mercury
House 3: Aries- Sun
House 4: Taurus- Venus
House 5: Gemini- Mars, Chiron, S. Node
House 6: Cancer- Jupiter
House 7: Leo- Moon (my DK planet, if you factor that)
House 8: Virgo- nothing
House 9: Libra- nothing
House 10: Scorpio- Pluto
House 11: Sagittarius- retrograde Uranus, retrograde Neptune, N. Node, Black Moon Lilith
House 12: Capricorn- Saturn
As an astrologer myself, I have my own theories, but I'd like a fresh, outside perspective. Anything stand out? I'm a pretty nervous person in general so of course that does bleed into my love life (well, lack thereof). Also, yes, sometimes I make the first move, but things never go very far and usually when I get a match the first thing I do is panic and close Tinder lol. *I know dating right now would be bad. I'm looking for info to use after the pandemic.*
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